Holiday!!!

Now that my intermediate year exam is over, and I'm having a 3 month plus semester break.

And now that I feel empty; after two months of frantic classes and revisions and right after the war ends, it's all gone. Everything is an empty plot I see:D Teehee!

Learning that I have an awesome break, I still decide to make it as productive as I could. So, during the month of June and July, I'll be doing my internship and SAP(Student Attachment Program) in two of the most prestigious law firms in KL, Skrine and Zaid Ibrahim & Co. I really thank God for these fat opportunities.

When August arrive, Imma gonna throw a big bash for my 21st birthday, and two vacations with friends and family(Taiwan and probably LA/Melbourne: you can't believe the air tickets are at the same price for these two places!) before embracing myself to face the aftermath horror, MY EXAMINATION RESULTS!@.@

Hopefully I'll pass all four subjects and get on to Part 1. Yes God, I really need Your grace and blessings!!!

Not to forget, I'll be busy for several church activities and events throughout these 3 months.

Gee, this sounds like a whole new adventure filled with challenges, surprises and fun!^.^

What Is Currently Playing In My Mind

"But without hope, life isn't worth living"

"I wish you shelter from the storm, a cozy fire to keep you warm, I wish you, love..."

The Battlefield Of Love

To me, love is like the wind of the seasons and while you are the tree standing throughout the seasons; being there to withhold every obstacle, strong or weak, hot or cold, bright or dark.

It's Black When You Thought It's Gonna Be White

It is now one week before my intermediate examination for LLB.

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No, I'm not frantically studying now whatsoever. I'm just having the callback to blog; and mixed feelings altogether. Damn, why do people always blog when they are emotional*.*

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How do you feel, when your predictions go to the very contrary max?

Because When Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely...

"Never forget that everything Hitler did in Germany was legal"

Martin Luther King, Jr

Shi Guang Ji

And yes, I've finally come back to this almost abandoned blog of mine; after more than 3 months since my last post in Redang. Hmm, all the nostalgia.

Anyways, the Redang trip was awesome. Something that I truly felt what a perfect class trip is, at least, for the time being. Sporting bunch of friends and great activities. Cool. As for the pictures, I guess Facebook has replaced the era of people posting pictures on blogs. Well, as you can see, this revolution is revolving around:) And so does my many pictures that I suppose to post them all here.

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During these few months in KL, I guess I finally came to understand life better. In a practical way. And before that, I would like to categorize the multitudes in 3 categories:

• You are born lucky, blessed and have all the opportunities coming to you to lay down the success pavement in your life.
• You are just like everyone else out there, living a conventional life, having a conventional job from 9-5 and working your way thru the success ladder-which usually ended up not realizing your dreams coz the world is unfair and it really is.
• You are below average and you practically suck at everything and no one takes pity on you though it seems like everyone cares for you. And yes, this sucks very much.

Regardless of which category you belong to, you still strive to aim for the best ain't it? Though sometimes you know that the outcome will be 99% impossible of what you wanted. As I can see, some people rise, rise and fall, stay stagnant or just below the line always.

I believe that what belongs to you will be yours and vice versa. And it's true. When you try too hard to gain success the shortcut way, it's as good as betting your life by throwing it as a dice in a Vegas roulette. I admit that I myself am seeking for shortcuts at times, but just to realize the virtue of being down to earth and realistic at the very end of the day.

When you live in a city, you see your life clearer in a way which tells you that in most things, it's either you play by the rule of the game or you die. And in a way you are blinded where illusions in forms of hedonistic lifestyles found you.

I guess in many events of our lives we wish to borrow a time-machine('shi guang ji' in chinese-as you can read from my title) to amend the little or big error you made in life which will possibly be a decision that affects your entire life. Correct?

As for me, I wish I could go back to the night before my dad passed away; and to make perfect the last moment I was going to have with him on earth---making the best presentation of his birthday present(which was 4 days before he passed away), making the last best speech and 'good night daddy' that I was ever gonna say to him. Sounds familiar doesn't it? To those who have gone through what I had and hope for that 'just one more chance, one more time' to happen just for that very one time for us.

Mankind has emotions and it is an immortal feature we will never be without.

Perhaps I'm just too lonely out of a sudden although I'm in fact very contented with my life now. Having almost everything that I wish, and having things that I don't even need.

To that, I wanna thank mummy and my beloved aunts for making my small lil' Apple family complete--my macbook, ipod touch and iphone.

Next on Apple wishlist: all the ipod nanos(to match my clothes), macbook pro and imac>.<

That's all for tonight. Currently listening to Lifehouse's Storm and Yo-yo Ma's Sonata N. Good music.

Nights ya' all.

Given

We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find. 

~Anonymous~

Euphoria

And to my amazement, Redang Island is connected(to the internet). At least, in the resort I'm staying in. Good=)

Here I am blogging after a humid but totally fun out day. Well, what else more can I say? It's only naked honesty when people say Redang rocks and it of course does! One thing for sure is that your don't get to perform activities you get to do here often or daily unless you're a beach boy or girl who stays in an island.

Up to now, everything is great especially when you have the best group of college mates who are crazily fun to be with in everything you do here!

Personally, the best part of this trip is last night's clubbing; on the beach! It's absofuckinglutely fun and sexy I tell you! People who had experienced beach clubbing will know. It's exactly like those Mexican/Hawaii beach movies we watch with people drinking and partying along the beach with a DJ fuming up the crowd to dance. Exactly like those last night!

Surprisingly my friends and I do agree that the DJ was somewhat good. The mixture of his music was a little similar to MOS's style. And how good is that?!!! We always love interactive and talking DJs don't we?^^ Hui Ting and Ee Von drank beers and I got free Martini from a friend over there:) But sadly, the beach club closes at 12am due to consideration of the resort guests who are sleeping. Aww>.<

Anyway, now I understand why MOS is named Euphoria coz' the sense of euphoria does come to you when you found the perfect clubbing experience and beach clubbing is totally my thing now!

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I also do realize that I describe my trip as if clubbing is what I suppose to do and enjoy here=.= Well, apart from that, snorkeling is really good especially the session today in Marine Park where corals, fishes and colourful sea creatures are in abundance. Food wise, it's only okay but I quite like the pina something(forgotten the name ady) cocktail that Johnson ordered last night. Nice mixture of fruits and rum!

And we also took plenty of pictures. Love Jason's Sony DSLR. So perfect for taking great shots and nice sceneries. I'm gonna blog the nicest of the pics out after this!

My first semester break is unexpectedly fun! Gonna check out and tour Kuala Terengganu tomorrow and off to Genting with Bryan and family over the weekend! Voila! 

While life is short, nice moments are rare too. We just gotta savour every second of it with delightful satisfaction!~

Dust.Events.Beach

Just last week, or so I think, Jason made a cute remark saying that my blog is dusting(berhabuk). I giggled and thus remembered myself having a blog. Oh yes=)

And coincidently I have an amount of time with nothing in mind to spend now; in Wangsa Maju's KFC, waiting for William who's in the clinic. Here I blog then.

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Over these months in KL, I've been through so much of events, be it physically, mentally and of course, literally. And they are either awesome or fun. Yes:)

The next big thing will be this Thursday night, where Akon is coming to MOS and I gotta go for free. Oh, did I mention that I can bring along four persons too? And yes for free as wellXD Haha. *Confetti pumping high in the air*

BUT, I will be going to Redang tonight. So I can't and ain't going. It's fine with me though, coz' I'm not attracted much nor impressed with Akon. Spending a night of BBQ on the beach and playing the craziest games ever with your beloved bunch of college bimbos/bitches is so incomparable to a night with Akon. But you people who are Akon's worshippers must be so disappointed. Lol. Same thing will goes to me if it's Leehom or Jay^^

Anyway, William is here and I gotta go. I am determined to post my Redang pics or you guys please spam my cbox to ask me do so. Have fun ya all.

Ciaoz~

Shiok

I love driving in KL. 

And So For Us It'll Be Like...

Flying high on the wings of the sparrow,

We'll see the world below,

Looking at the clouds,

Spreading like a magical carpet,

For just the two of us,

On nights of pain,

I'll cover you with warmth,

On sunny platters of joy,

We'll reap with laughter,

Oh, the heartbeat of my soul,

Come crush with my heart within,

Rounding a diploid of love,

A sweet memory.